Today was the first day in long time that I got the chance to walk in the rain. Unfortunately I had forgotten to take an umbrella with me...either way it was wonderful! It gave me time to relax and take in the wondrous scenery, reflect on where my life is heading and whatnot. I still don't know what i want to do with myself, nor where my head space is at. But after that long invigorating walk, though nothing in my life has changed, I feel I can relax a bit more. Everything in my life right now feels like a blurr, I can't make up my mind on simple decisions and i rely solely on the chance of a coin. Simple things, like whether or not i should give someone a call, should i go out to a party or curl up to a book. I even tossed a coin on whether or not i should make this post about my walk in the rain. I feel like I'm under a lot of pressure, but that pressure is non existent. I put too much on my plate, but like doing that, it makes me feel like i may have a purpose, like I'm doing something. Either way, it makes me happy, sometimes sad, sometimes just bland...a bit numb. The walk in the rain made me realised that my life would be happier if i took more walks in the rain, so please god let it rain more!
"I love going for walks in the rain because nobody can see that I've been crying". One of my favourite quotes, because it used to be true. Now I like walks in the rain because it is peaceful, my form of therapy.
Yes, I know exactly what you mean...
Oh, the times I've gambled my options with the flip of a coin! Decision's domicile when it has nowhere to go..
I like it when it rains too, but only when i'm under shelter. Ohh, rain in stormy weather especially! ;)
I like it raining when I'm nice and cosy in bed =). I can be so indecisive too for little things like what I am going to eat. Sometimes I make decision by picking out of a hat.
Sometimes I force people to make decisions for me!
Chow (grabs random person): HEY YOU, *SHAKES PERSON VIOLENTLY* TELL ME WHAT TO DO
Person (scared): Errr eeee
Chow: NO DECISION MAKES CHAU GO CRAZY SOMETHING SOMETHING
rain rain dont go away, come back every day
rain will be even MORE perfect if it gave us signs for our decisions!
like, should i go to sleep now since i have to wake up early or stay up late now cuz i just wanna haha
hey all =]
personally I think that one shouldn't make decisions based on chance alone (reminds me of Two-Face from The Dark Knight lol) but rather make them based on what you want and what you think is the right thing to do I mean if you really want to do something then go do it, if you really like something then go get it we only got one shot at all the decisions we make so choose the path you yourself thinks is best. Using the "should i call someone or not" example, i think that you should, especially if they're a good friend of yours because incase tomorrow never comes it may be the last time you'll ever get to talk to them. Friends are easy to find, great friends are harder to find, but best friends are even harder to keep. Theres a quote, which may or maynot be related, that says "if you dont have it find it, if you've found it embrace it, and if you happen to already have it cherish it with all your heart".
Anonymous
PS: nice blog u guys have =]
PPS: i prefer drizzles over actual rain hehehe
ohh anonymous, thank you, for your thoughtful intellections. to listen or not to listen? i'll flip a coin to decide!
by the way, anon, does your first name start with Q?
To anonymous
If I knew what i wanted do you think i will base my decisions on a coin? use commonsense. How dare you try to tell me how to act and how to make my decisions, my life is my own and i will live it according to what i feel is best, if i decide that chance is a good thing in my life then that is MY decision. i don't need a coin to know that much. And i do not make decisions based on chance alone, i narrow my choices down to 2 that i can live with (the coin only has 2 faces), so it would be strategic thinking on my part ( ithink).
The friends i have in my life of course i cherish, i need not you to tell me these things
To each their own, you may have a process in which you make your decisions and i respect that, please repect me and my thought process. we are two different people and should not be expected to come to a decision in the same manner.
Thankyou for dropping by our blogspot and i'm glad that you enjoy what you've read so far.
Veeble
You may have a point in your opinions dear anon...
However you have one vital fallacy.
THE DECISIONS COULD NOT BE MADE BCUZ THE BASIS WAS UNCLEAR IN THE FIRST PLACE!
If I was ever wondering whether I should call someone, firstly they must not be a very good friend otherwise I would have called them in an instant (or at least SMS them).
For the fact that I were to ponder whether or not I should make this call is truly under no basis
PLUS the pros and cons seem to weight the exact same.
Its a dilemma dear anon,
as such, one must take it into their own hands and flip that darned coin.
Regards, The Chicken
P.S. is drizzle the same as spitting? cuz i love it when rain spits.
I sincerely appologise if I may have offended anyone but I was merely expressing my opinions and am in no way trying to tell anyone to do anything. I agree that that we all have our own ways of doing things and of course I respect yours but like I said I was simply outlining how I would do things.
In answering ChowChow's question, no my name does not start with a Q it begins with an A for Andrew. I am a film and arts critic and I love to read reviews and see how people feel towards the arts and issues such as the one mentioned here. I stumbled upon your blog while looking up some reviews and have developed a liking to it (quite amazing the power of the internet is it not?). It has a unique aesthetic appeal to it and I rather like the layout and choice of colours.
Again I appologise for any inconveniences I may have caused.
Annonymous
I've just noticed that I am no longer annonymous lol please call me Andrew. Thanks.
Regards, Andrew.
oh, how fantastic! that's really interesting. where is your critique published? would love to read it!
Anonymous Andrew,
You simply did not outline how you would do things, but how i should not base my decisions on a coin because i may remind you of a character from batman. Which though that may not be an insult (two face is awesome!),i do not appreciate being compared to anyone. even a fantastically fictacious character.
Having said that i was obviously offended by your first comment, lets start anew, virtual friends? or truce?
Veeble